Work, Work, Work

This takes 50% of the time I am awake, 70% of my attention, and 95% of my brain activities since December.

It is rewarding and addicting, to solve the puzzles in the work and make things going with endless planning, negotiating, and following up. Again, I can feel the workaholic spirit is resurrecting in me. But there is one thing different. I have Ethan and Helen. They are the brake to slow me down and remind me I got a life to live.

So far I think the new job is okay. In two more months I will be in this company for one year. Only sometimes it is annoying to hear people talking emotionally in the office, especially when I was busy in solving the problem. Unfortunately, it is not able to be eluded when dealing with people.

When I work, it seems there is a switch in my mind to shut down or tune down my feeling. And I like to stay this way. Just calm, and get things done.